Sherri from Eisley rocking my Everything Is Going To Be Alright shirt. Get yours at http://www.jacvanek.com!
So I applied to be the new “hobbit in 5” host for theonering.net! It would be the most amazing thing ever if I got it! It is the most perfect job for me!! I’ll keep you updating on what happens..so far they’ve just asked for a picture of me and videos I’ve been in.
I hate when 1 lousy tweet/facebook post can ruin my day! I was doing great before that and now I feel like I have no friends. One of my friends tweeted that she missed people and included some of our mutual friends but didn’t include me. I mean…ok we’re not like bffs but still..it hurts when you’re not remembered.
Between trying to find a job and feeling like I have no friends, my lifes been a little depressing lately. My wedding is the only thing keeping me afloat (granted it’s a pretty big boat ;)).

Day 30 - a picture of your favorite quote.
My favorite quote of all time by JRR Tolkien. There’s so much truth in it.
This quote could not explain more of how I’m feeling right now. I hate reading on facebook how every is starting their new jobs. I hate reading all the big and important things their all doing. I hate knowing that if I just didn’t exist right now nobody would be too effected by it.
I need something that is mine. I put in all these job applications and nobody finds me worthy of a job. I want to be apart of something.. When people hear that I don’t have a job they only think “shes lazy” or “she must not be qualified” or “that sucks.” Its not very uplifting or reassuring.
Can somebody just give me a chance!?
Wow..bachelor pad sucked tonight!! Ok it was really just the end..but COME ON!! First of all if Jake really is the one who is going home, everyone on this show is dumb. Kasey and Vienna have to be broken up because first, they are so annoying and disgusting, and second, they’re probably going to win. I am actually on Jakes side..i feel bad for him! I hated Vienna on the bachelor and I hate her even more on here!
Next time, bachelor pad, AT LEAST show us scenes from next week!
Btw..Erica really made me laugh tonight! Haha sadly if kasey is still in she is going home next week :(





